We Never Truly Understand Love !!!

My love, soul and heart is my gift to you,

Your smile and love is all i ever wanted.

Only you, can fill me up with happiness,

Nothing else matters, except me and you,

Explore the mysteries of life with you.

A true soul mate for me, 
Now and forever, living out our hopes and dreams, 

Doing you wrong, is the last thing i'll do.

Only, time will bring us closer,,
No matter where you go, i'll go,

Love you till end of time,

You are apart of me now.

~seanwentz~

Nobody's Perfect !!!

"You're imperfectly, Perfect for me" .So please stop telling me that you're ugly and/or fat, because it don't matter anymore. I really like you a lot, so nothing you ever say will change that.

~seanwentz~

Confused !!!

I am getting confused...each day that i talk to you. 

Sometimes you act like, you like me back,

And sometimes you don't.

I don't know if i should keep going on,

I've been giving many signs to you. 

And I'm getting frustrated. 

I wonder in my complicated mind,

"Are you using me?",

"Was I just a toy to you ?".

Frustrated as i am,

I'll never let you go,

No matter how bad it gets.

Because i'm just a fool for love.

And you've been carved into my heart.

PS: Refers to no one. 

~seanwentz~

At First Glance !!!

Before i met you, my life was spiralling downhill,

I've broken my heart so many times, its hard to have hope again.

I had given up on all possibilities. 

When i saw you, a light took away all the darkness around my heart,

I might have to wait, but i'll never give up on you.

When the time's right, i'll make my move. 

I'll give you more that i'll ever get. 

I just know your love is going to change me.

I want to have so many memories with you. 

Baby, you're all i want now... 
And you're everything that matters now.

But the catch is, I just haven't met you yet. 

And one day i know, i'll meet you.

Until that moment my heart pounds for you.

~seanwentz~

I Just Haven't Met You Yet !!!

Sorry readers, i havent been productive lately in writing poems. So you'll have to wait. I'm soo addicted to this song named Havent met you yet. Because it really relates to me and a friend of mine. Well, until i update again, thanks for reading :) . 

~seanwentz~

Its too late to apologise !!!

I'm sorry Babycupcake !!!

~seanwentz

Ups and Downs !!!

Lately, my emotions has been all over the place. Somehow, i'm having trouble controlling them when im with people. I tend to suddenly go sad or get angry out of the smallest of things. Its slowly hurting me inside, like its torturing me. Slowly stabbing me inside. My past memories have really scarred my weak and fragile heart. Anymore of it, and i don't think i would be able to take it in. 

Another thing is that, i've recently started catching up with this girl online and have suddenly developed feelings for her. The catch is, i just haven't met her yet. So im really caught up in all that. I really do hope to meet her soon. She also suffers the same terrible love life like i do, so any false moves could break her too. So i'm caught in between now.

For now, ill just have to go with the flow.....and live with it. 

~seanwentz~

Merry Christmas !!!

Wishing all my fellow readers and anyone else a very blessed Merry Christmas !!! May you all have an awesome one with your loved ones. 

~seanwentz~

Sparks !!!

This feeling i've had once before in the past that once been torn apart. A feeling that i've been afraid of having because of my fear about love. Although we've known each other for years, suddenly talking to you again after a long time has sparked something in my heart. I'm confused on what to do next, every step i make. I'm just afraid of hurting you, more than hurting myself. I'm in mixed emotions now.

~seanwentz~

Back in KL !!!

Hello my fellow readers :). I hope my co-author felicia has been doing a good job in keeping you all entertained. Pictures on my trip will be posted on facebook cause it'll take forever to post up here. I am shocked to say that i missed the polluted air in KL. Well, in Korea the air is extremely clean. I also miss the food there, its like pork everyday, please do not be offended if you are a malay. Most of all, i enjoyed the whole thing. I have the travel bug in me now, but sadly im having SPM next year, Oh well, till then.......One more thing, thanks felicia for keeping my blog alive. 

~seanwentz~

banging like a speaker box.

It's amazing how I stick around through the crap you pull at me, it's mind boggling how you say sorry and my knees buckle and I get weaker, giving in to you, every single time. I hate the break ups but I look forward to the make ups. It's sickening to have recognize you for so long, I could predict the times you're not treating me right, break up with you and fall back into you. FML.

it's a suicidal pattern.

things that I wanna say.

It sucks when you just got to know a person better even if you've known the existence of them years ago to be ripped apart by a simple reason like : Traveling.

I wish you well, Sean. Have a safe flight and have a good time! I'll so miss having someone to bug at night! ): haha.

I know it's kinda awkward and weird having me as one of the author on this blog and most of you, I mean, I guess, all of you readers that read this blog don't even know me, but a little bit about me is.. I'm not a poem person so don't get your hopes down or anything, I'm sure Sean will be back soon in time and refill your thoughts with poems (: My type of blogging is simple, really. It's more like a bitchy girl, complaining. Heh.

So one of my recent post is this (and I just copied, pasted from my blog 'cause I really don't know what to write):
P.S: please don't get offended or anything, just a rant/joke (:

WARNING:
This post may contain exposure and discomfort for some parties, please be sure you are above eighteen years old of age or you have a very open minded mind to read, or else, don't complain once you've read it. Don't complain about how it is so unnecessary for me to blog about the content below. Reasons: My blog, and you can click the big, red X button on your top right. So, don't bitch about what I write here 'cause it is your stupid choice to make to read the content below. Thank you for your cooperation :D

Everybody knows I went to Thailand this year, sure a downgrade from my last year's holiday, Italy, but that's okay, I didn't backpack Italy but backpacked Thailand. Like, serious shit :D *proud hehe. Anyway, I went to one of the supermarket there and I saw this promotion.

BUY TWO GET ONE FREE.
99 BAHT FOR ONE.

guess what they were selling?
Bras.
and 99 baht is like RM9.90. Cheap bo? Cheap la. Normal bras are like RM50 plus, okay. So I went to see if it's GOOD quality or shit cheaplak type. It was okay, the quality weren't bad.. BUT, my problem was, didn't have my size. *keningkening But seriously, didn't. It's okay 'cause I already bought some in the American Premium Outlet, (chey, eh, why the hell am I talking about my underwear? -.-)

Any how, I was looking at the cheap bras and I was thinking..
Why so small and so fucking padded? Where the hell can you put your boobs if everything is already FILLED? -.- What the hell, I mean, I thought bras are to cover your nipples and boob flesh instead of creating an illusion of boobies. Imagine the guy want some loving from you and then strip you down and then JENG JENG, bo liao. Means all this while he was feeling cotton. Or maybe the filled part was supposed to PUSH your boobs upward as in push-up bra. But it didn't look like it, it just looked like a whole cup filled with water, hard water. If I was the guy, I'd be very 'zha dao' lor.. Super potong stim. Like Peter Chao kinda said in one of his videos, "you take off the panties and what happen? A big dick fall out." Yeah, something like that, right? -.- So if you have small boobies, get silicon boobs! At least then, when you strap your bra off, there's something there (: A very good tip. Uh, if you don't have money then.. Uh, okay, I get it, the 99baht bras then -.-

So, uh yeah.
Much love, felicia (:

for all it's worth.

Hey! I really don't know what to say but I promised to keep this blog alive. In case I don't, entertain yourselves with this blog. That's my site, but nonetheless, I'll try to keep it well here while Sean's gone (:

just for teasers! :P

much love, felicia.

Holiday !!!

Hey my fellow readers, I will not be updating my blog for the whole of next week. As you can see the title of my post. So take care :). I'll be back in a week.Also i have a friend who will be keeping my blog alive. I really enjoy her style of blogging, so i hope you will too. Her name is Felicia :). She's my new sub-author. That's pretty much all you need to know about her. Enjoy...

~seanwentz~

The Hidden Facade Behind the Mask !!!

The Hidden Facade Behind the Mask - by seanie.

In this world,

Lies the intelligent species,

Known as homo sapiens,

We are enable to think,

While others can not.

As we all carry out,

The seven deadly sins,

Each day of our lives,

Without attention,

The little piece of evil,

In each and everyone of us,

Grows and grows,

And will soon take us over,

This strives us to put on a mask,

Fake emotions and opinions,

Lies that can't be seen,

Through that mask,

And blocks out the truth,

Feelings are pushed aside,

Because we will get crushed,

In this harsh world of ours,

And i always wonder,

Is this how we we're made to be ?.

 This poem represents basically in general, all of us. It shows that we all wear masks, either in fitting in with a group or just keeping the hidden truth. There is more to it, but i'll leave it to you to understand.

~seanwentz~