BACK !

I'm officially back, but not for long though. I will be heading for NS soon. So before i go, i'll be extremely busy. So hold on there. And i'll be back with more poems soon. :)

Away !!

Hey readers !! Again i apologise for not updating my blog. Its just that the gap is getting shorter and shorter each day. The pressure is growing and growing. *Paramore-pressure*. So i'll be back after 3 months aites. Imma be getting my nerd groove on now. Take care :)

Thoughts !!!

via tumblr.

The only difference between all of us, is the way our heartbeats. When we find someone that has the same heartbeat, then we'll know that he/she is our true soul-mate. by SeanDing.

Appreciation !!!

So tomorrow is the day that everyone's work and effort will be appreciated and honored with a certificate. Its gonna be awesome having being called up to show everyone that this is the face that did something for the school. Congratulations for a job well done everyone and to myself too :). I'll try to update more kay. So long for now.

SeanDing.

This is life !

Sorry readers that i have not been updating my blog lately. Exam stress has finally hit me and its time to seriously study. I would also like to apologise if i have treated any of you badly or unreasonably. There are a lot of things juggling in my mind now. Based on my post title, life's not fair sometimes. We don't always get what we want. Just like what everyone says.

I feel life could be fair if we could just leave behind the 7 deadly sins and with that left behind i can assure you that life could be as fair as you want it to be. People being appreciate for what they've done and awarded for an accomplishment. Well, its sad to say i am in that situation now where people actually lied for what they've done just to get a certain something.

Its really sad and degrading to the society that people would actually do that. Have some pride in yourself rather than lying to get things. I shall not mention any names but even if you do that, everyone deserves a little something for their effort and work at least.

Yes, disappointment over perceived unfairness, injustice, promises not kept, tends to go hand in hand with increasing prosperity. Expectations are dashed. What can I say! by Mary Douglas.

I shall not carry on any further because i could go on forever on this topic. I'm sure all of you have experienced this and/or caused this yourself. This is life.....

Literary Night !!!

All in all a good night. Was quite impressed with the lighting. Thanks for inviting me.

SeanDing.

It's all about you !!!

 It's all about you - by seanding.

Lying in the bed every night.
I can't help but think of you.
And I can't forget about you,
Even if I try. I don't want to.
You're always on my mind and my heart.
And I swear I've tried to forget you, but It's so hard.

I really need you in my life,
Without you I feel like i don't belong,
And everything seems wrong,
I feel very lonely,
Without you I don't know what to do,

You were always there for me,
Through the up's and down's,
I wish you were here,
Cause i miss you so much.

Asean's gREat Start !

I love you more each day,

Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow,

Breaking the Silence 2010

I'll post the rest of the pictures on facebook :). Do visit Hui jan's blog for more info on breaking the silence.

SeanDing.

Life Changer

 Life Changer - SeanDing

You changed my world in a blink of an eye,
That is something i cannot deny,
You turn my frown into a smile,
That is why i treasure you most,

You don't see what you have done for me,
You even pushed me to the best i can be,
You really are an angel sent from above,
To shower me with love and happiness.

Now I have found what I am looking for,
It's you and your love and nothing more,
Cause you have given me this feeling,
In my life something I've never felt,

I wish I could talk until the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say,
So I'll end by these words,
"I LOVE YOU" more than words could say..

shoutout.

yeaaaahp.

sorry for the randomosity. I was bored :S

Life after you !

                                                        

I'll let the pictures do the talking for now :).

~seanding~

food for thought

X

AWAY !!!

Dear readers, I'm sorry i have not been updating at all. It is because of my preparation for my up coming mid terms. It will be another 3 weeks until i will update again. 

Wish me good luck ! and Good luck to all of you !

random

Dedicated to you !!!

The worst mental pain is love. 

You may be perfectly healthy,

But my heart aches,

It makes my heart cold,

My breathing becomes more difficult,

Another day is gone,

And you're not around,

You know i do love you,

How much longer do i have to suffer?

Your tired image,

Your eyes,

Your hands,

I want breathe looking into your eyes forever,

Take this pain away,

And give me happiness,

I want and need you.

My torn ed heart.

burn it up.

get it? haha.

twitter FTW :D

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L.O.V.E !!!

L.O.V.E - by seanie.

That four letter word,

Has lost its true meaning,

It is said openly,

And not out of true love.

That word is L.O.V.E.

Just three words "I love you",

Doesn't seem enough,

For someone like you,

Whose touch can make,

All my problems fade away.

But even though these words,

Can't express the depth,

Of my feelings for you,

I know in my fragile heart,

I love you more than it stands for.

Just trying to express that, these days people just go around saying "i love you" to anyone. These words used to be so meaningful and sacred. Even mentioning the word "Love" gets us all nervous. What has happened to all that ? Also, i wanted to add that sometimes saying "I love you" is not enough. It feels like its not enough to express all our feelings. So never say "I love you" unless you really mean it. 

~seanwentz~

Who doesn't love you ?

I DO !

Nobody's Perfect !!!

I lie in sadness with every thought of you that pops into my mind. You don't deserve any of this. Why do you have to get this? You haven't done anything wrong. You're a sweet, innocent and not forgetting a person that care's for others more than yourself. Although the people around me, may not see me crying but I hold it in so that i don't cause any commotion. You are one of my oldest of friend's. I've known you since kindergarten. Its just not fair how life has to be this way. 

~seanwentz~

Your love is all I want from you.

Fulfill My Heart With Love !!!

Wow, its been quite some time since, i written a long blog post. I guess im seriously lacking time on writing a new poem. So i shall just express it all in whatever words i could think of, instead of a poem. I'll make a poem another time when i got the time. Anyways, its 5AM now :S. I'm up at 5AM because i accidentally slept at 9PM forgetting to drink water and with this flu, i'm having. I wake up with a burning throat and with a few dreams too. Sadly, i can't remember my dreams already.

Oh well, coming back to the love topic. I just want that someone to know, "I want you and I need you". I just can't imagine how life could have been for me, if you weren't there to shine some light on my heart. If you had problems, I'll be there to lend my ear to you. I'll comfort you. If you needed a shoulder to cry on, I'll always be there. Although we haven't had the chance to do all this yet because we haven't met yet. It's when we meet, I'll change your life . Also, I would like to say i'm really sorry for letting you down many times before because i had to...but you're still always there for me. 

You were the one that thought me, never to use the word "LOVE" unless i really mean it. I'm feeling empty inside now, as much as i want to say " I love you" to you. I'll keep it inside until the time is right.

If you don't love me back. I'll WIN your heart and trust me when i say i don't give up easily. You'd probably know that already. If you're reading this baby, I want you to know now, that "I like you" from the bottom of my empty heart. 

~seanwentz~

Why does love have to screw a friendship up ? Can't we just go on like nothing ever happened after a confession ? - quoted by Sean Ding.

Erase That Fullstop !!!

Broken Organ - by seanie.

 

Alone and rejected,

I gave you everything i had,

And could have swore you loved me,

The beat on my heart has died,

You're all i wanted,

Apparently i wasn't in return,

My life is dull and empty,

This lost love is a pain,

Im tired of being depressed and confused,

Sick of thinking of you constantly,

You stole my heart and ran away,

Yet, i see a future in your eyes,

Why are you so addictive,

I wish i could start over again,

Yet, i dont regret what i can recall,

Please don't end it this way.

 

 

~seanwentz~

mind your english

READ! (: I found this funny. And mostly true. Whaturf.

from a girl's point of view, I think it's true.

Goodnight (:
X.

Pushed Away !!!

Pushed Away - seanie.

Do you feel the air ? 

Brushing on your face,

Do you feel the same ? 

I'm sitting here in tears again,

Wondering what's wrong with me.

Every time, try as i might to get closer,

And confess my feelings to you,

You become distant and start to push me away,

Why do you push me away ? 

Why does the love i have for you hurt so bad ?

You push and pull me each day,

Push or pull my feelings will not change for you,

I will still care for you no matter what,

You say im the best of all,

Yet It feels like you were using me,

Your feelings for me,

Changes like the weather,

I want the truth,

Do you love me ?

PS:You know who you are.....

~seanwentz~

My Beautiful Angel

My beautiful angel - seanie. 

My sweet beautiful angel,

You are all i ever wanted,

Im glad to have met you,

And i'll never give up on you,

You're like a gift from heaven,

An angel that shines light on my heart,

When in sorrows,

My heart begins to fly,

Your sweet voice,

Continuously repeated in my ear,

With you by my side,

I'll keep you safe,

Whenever were together,

Your beautiful face,

Keeps me from feeling sad,

And makes my heart shine again,

With every moment spent together,

I'll cherish it for eternity,

Because you meant everything to me,

And i'd be lost without you,

I love you.

Time !!!

Hey readers, Sorry for the serious lack of updates. Been really busy again with school. Homework, Interact Club, Handball and Editorial Board. I miss the entire day of lessons today because i was the photographer for the Class Photo Taking Day. Its really stressful yet fun at the same time. Tomorrow is another day, for Unit Beruniform and Clubs. I hope everything goes well tomorrow.

My love life is kinda dull now, which explains the lack of poems. Lack of inspiration, means lack of poems. I'll write a poem when i get the inspiration aites. 

One more thing, just wanted to wish all my readers a very,

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day.

~seanwentz~

Is it true !!!

You caught my eye, but not my heart.

by seanie.

Locked !!!

 

"You are the key, that can only unlock my heart."

by seanie.

The Heart Beats !!!

Hey my fellow readers, really sorry again for not updating my blog. As you all know, school just started recently so everyone's settling down and homework is pouring in. I also have been sick lately. Missed school 3 days because of it. Well, i'll be updating soon on a poem. Take care.

~seanwentz~

♥ !!!

The heart beats for love, breaks for love , melts for love and beats for love again with a mended heart. We still don't give up on love, because its all worth it ...  ~seanie.

~seanwentz~

Brand New Year !!!

Wishing all my readers, a very Happy New Year 2010 !!!

~seanwentz~