We Never Truly Understand Love !!!

My love, soul and heart is my gift to you,

Your smile and love is all i ever wanted.

Only you, can fill me up with happiness,

Nothing else matters, except me and you,

Explore the mysteries of life with you.

A true soul mate for me, 
Now and forever, living out our hopes and dreams, 

Doing you wrong, is the last thing i'll do.

Only, time will bring us closer,,
No matter where you go, i'll go,

Love you till end of time,

You are apart of me now.

~seanwentz~

Nobody's Perfect !!!

"You're imperfectly, Perfect for me" .So please stop telling me that you're ugly and/or fat, because it don't matter anymore. I really like you a lot, so nothing you ever say will change that.

~seanwentz~

Confused !!!

I am getting confused...each day that i talk to you. 

Sometimes you act like, you like me back,

And sometimes you don't.

I don't know if i should keep going on,

I've been giving many signs to you. 

And I'm getting frustrated. 

I wonder in my complicated mind,

"Are you using me?",

"Was I just a toy to you ?".

Frustrated as i am,

I'll never let you go,

No matter how bad it gets.

Because i'm just a fool for love.

And you've been carved into my heart.

PS: Refers to no one. 

~seanwentz~

At First Glance !!!

Before i met you, my life was spiralling downhill,

I've broken my heart so many times, its hard to have hope again.

I had given up on all possibilities. 

When i saw you, a light took away all the darkness around my heart,

I might have to wait, but i'll never give up on you.

When the time's right, i'll make my move. 

I'll give you more that i'll ever get. 

I just know your love is going to change me.

I want to have so many memories with you. 

Baby, you're all i want now... 
And you're everything that matters now.

But the catch is, I just haven't met you yet. 

And one day i know, i'll meet you.

Until that moment my heart pounds for you.

~seanwentz~

I Just Haven't Met You Yet !!!

Sorry readers, i havent been productive lately in writing poems. So you'll have to wait. I'm soo addicted to this song named Havent met you yet. Because it really relates to me and a friend of mine. Well, until i update again, thanks for reading :) . 

~seanwentz~

Its too late to apologise !!!

I'm sorry Babycupcake !!!

~seanwentz

Ups and Downs !!!

Lately, my emotions has been all over the place. Somehow, i'm having trouble controlling them when im with people. I tend to suddenly go sad or get angry out of the smallest of things. Its slowly hurting me inside, like its torturing me. Slowly stabbing me inside. My past memories have really scarred my weak and fragile heart. Anymore of it, and i don't think i would be able to take it in. 

Another thing is that, i've recently started catching up with this girl online and have suddenly developed feelings for her. The catch is, i just haven't met her yet. So im really caught up in all that. I really do hope to meet her soon. She also suffers the same terrible love life like i do, so any false moves could break her too. So i'm caught in between now.

For now, ill just have to go with the flow.....and live with it. 

~seanwentz~

Merry Christmas !!!

Wishing all my fellow readers and anyone else a very blessed Merry Christmas !!! May you all have an awesome one with your loved ones. 

~seanwentz~

Sparks !!!

This feeling i've had once before in the past that once been torn apart. A feeling that i've been afraid of having because of my fear about love. Although we've known each other for years, suddenly talking to you again after a long time has sparked something in my heart. I'm confused on what to do next, every step i make. I'm just afraid of hurting you, more than hurting myself. I'm in mixed emotions now.

~seanwentz~

Back in KL !!!

Hello my fellow readers :). I hope my co-author felicia has been doing a good job in keeping you all entertained. Pictures on my trip will be posted on facebook cause it'll take forever to post up here. I am shocked to say that i missed the polluted air in KL. Well, in Korea the air is extremely clean. I also miss the food there, its like pork everyday, please do not be offended if you are a malay. Most of all, i enjoyed the whole thing. I have the travel bug in me now, but sadly im having SPM next year, Oh well, till then.......One more thing, thanks felicia for keeping my blog alive. 

~seanwentz~

banging like a speaker box.

It's amazing how I stick around through the crap you pull at me, it's mind boggling how you say sorry and my knees buckle and I get weaker, giving in to you, every single time. I hate the break ups but I look forward to the make ups. It's sickening to have recognize you for so long, I could predict the times you're not treating me right, break up with you and fall back into you. FML.

it's a suicidal pattern.

things that I wanna say.

It sucks when you just got to know a person better even if you've known the existence of them years ago to be ripped apart by a simple reason like : Traveling.

I wish you well, Sean. Have a safe flight and have a good time! I'll so miss having someone to bug at night! ): haha.

I know it's kinda awkward and weird having me as one of the author on this blog and most of you, I mean, I guess, all of you readers that read this blog don't even know me, but a little bit about me is.. I'm not a poem person so don't get your hopes down or anything, I'm sure Sean will be back soon in time and refill your thoughts with poems (: My type of blogging is simple, really. It's more like a bitchy girl, complaining. Heh.

So one of my recent post is this (and I just copied, pasted from my blog 'cause I really don't know what to write):
P.S: please don't get offended or anything, just a rant/joke (:

WARNING:
This post may contain exposure and discomfort for some parties, please be sure you are above eighteen years old of age or you have a very open minded mind to read, or else, don't complain once you've read it. Don't complain about how it is so unnecessary for me to blog about the content below. Reasons: My blog, and you can click the big, red X button on your top right. So, don't bitch about what I write here 'cause it is your stupid choice to make to read the content below. Thank you for your cooperation :D

Everybody knows I went to Thailand this year, sure a downgrade from my last year's holiday, Italy, but that's okay, I didn't backpack Italy but backpacked Thailand. Like, serious shit :D *proud hehe. Anyway, I went to one of the supermarket there and I saw this promotion.

BUY TWO GET ONE FREE.
99 BAHT FOR ONE.

guess what they were selling?
Bras.
and 99 baht is like RM9.90. Cheap bo? Cheap la. Normal bras are like RM50 plus, okay. So I went to see if it's GOOD quality or shit cheaplak type. It was okay, the quality weren't bad.. BUT, my problem was, didn't have my size. *keningkening But seriously, didn't. It's okay 'cause I already bought some in the American Premium Outlet, (chey, eh, why the hell am I talking about my underwear? -.-)

Any how, I was looking at the cheap bras and I was thinking..
Why so small and so fucking padded? Where the hell can you put your boobs if everything is already FILLED? -.- What the hell, I mean, I thought bras are to cover your nipples and boob flesh instead of creating an illusion of boobies. Imagine the guy want some loving from you and then strip you down and then JENG JENG, bo liao. Means all this while he was feeling cotton. Or maybe the filled part was supposed to PUSH your boobs upward as in push-up bra. But it didn't look like it, it just looked like a whole cup filled with water, hard water. If I was the guy, I'd be very 'zha dao' lor.. Super potong stim. Like Peter Chao kinda said in one of his videos, "you take off the panties and what happen? A big dick fall out." Yeah, something like that, right? -.- So if you have small boobies, get silicon boobs! At least then, when you strap your bra off, there's something there (: A very good tip. Uh, if you don't have money then.. Uh, okay, I get it, the 99baht bras then -.-

So, uh yeah.
Much love, felicia (:

for all it's worth.

Hey! I really don't know what to say but I promised to keep this blog alive. In case I don't, entertain yourselves with this blog. That's my site, but nonetheless, I'll try to keep it well here while Sean's gone (:

just for teasers! :P

much love, felicia.

Holiday !!!

Hey my fellow readers, I will not be updating my blog for the whole of next week. As you can see the title of my post. So take care :). I'll be back in a week.Also i have a friend who will be keeping my blog alive. I really enjoy her style of blogging, so i hope you will too. Her name is Felicia :). She's my new sub-author. That's pretty much all you need to know about her. Enjoy...

~seanwentz~

The Hidden Facade Behind the Mask !!!

The Hidden Facade Behind the Mask - by seanie.

In this world,

Lies the intelligent species,

Known as homo sapiens,

We are enable to think,

While others can not.

As we all carry out,

The seven deadly sins,

Each day of our lives,

Without attention,

The little piece of evil,

In each and everyone of us,

Grows and grows,

And will soon take us over,

This strives us to put on a mask,

Fake emotions and opinions,

Lies that can't be seen,

Through that mask,

And blocks out the truth,

Feelings are pushed aside,

Because we will get crushed,

In this harsh world of ours,

And i always wonder,

Is this how we we're made to be ?.

 This poem represents basically in general, all of us. It shows that we all wear masks, either in fitting in with a group or just keeping the hidden truth. There is more to it, but i'll leave it to you to understand.

~seanwentz~

Emotional Breakdown !!!

Emotional Breakdown - by seanie.

Go ahead
and tie up my
hands
in the tightest knot
you can tie
because that's all
i deserve.

Rip out
my heart
do as much as you please
because it couldn't
be any more painful
than whats its
torn me between.

You're beating me
up inside
like a twister
in my heart.

I wish you would
stop hurting me
because I am

suffering deeply.

I want it to be like
before
without all the extras.
I miss you being
around  me
before the breakdown. 

~seanwentz~ 

You're Worth It !!!

Hey everyone :). Sorry that i have not been updating my blog lately. I have been really busy with interact and designing. Yesterday was entirely a tiring day for me, my schools interact club had a community service project to an Orphanage named Precious Home which is located behind of the MBPJ Library. The children there were really hyper and coorperative. Most of them can read just that a few of them couldn't . Anyways, we will be having these visits on tuesday and thursday until the end of holidays. I really hope to go there and be with them again.

I will now post up a few designs i have done with photoshop through out the learning process :

 

I only accept constructive criticism thank you.I'll update more soon .

~seanwentz~

Forgiveness !!!

Forgiveness - by seanie.

I know i hurt you and I feel so bad,
For saying things that i didnt mean,
Please forgive me,
I did you wrong,

Please forgive me,
I know you are still angry,
That's why you treat me differently,
But you still mean a lot to me,

Please forgive me,
Im so sorry I hurt you,
For the time i had tears on your face,
I didnt want to put you through,

You really dont want to know me now,
I really understand that,
But i'm running out of words to say,
Only please forgive me.


This is for someone, you know who you are so i dont want to mention any names.


~seanwentz~

Prom !!!

Hey all, Im doing this for a friend :). To all Samadians, do try to attend this prom, cause its going to be a memory to be remembered forever.

TICKETS:
RM150 per person
RM1500 per table of 10

VIP TABLES:
RM160 per person
RM2240 per table of 14

*VIP tables will be situated in the FRONT CENTRE of the hall*


Form 4's are also invited because there will be no prom next year, due to lousy work by some people causing next year's prom to be cancelled. So think again, whether or not to come this year.


For more information, please contact:

Denise Chan - 0172824294
(Organising Chairperson)

Carrie Choo - 0102262021
(Co-organising Chairperson)


~seanwentz~

I now declare that my blog will not be updated until the 12th of November 2009.
Due to final examinations.

~seanwentz~

Deceived by Love !!!

Deceived by Love ~ by seanie.

You're were all so perfect,
As i told myself this was too good to be true,
My thoughts were true,
You told me a lie,
You said you loved me,
I believed you but why ?

You were all mine,
I guess this was all just a game,
How could I be so blind,
To have loved you again.

Without you, I thought i could not survive,
I was a fool,
For falling for your words,
I thought i loved you !

You had my heart,
And broke it with your words,
When the truth came out,
Baby, i love you, you were my life,

I told you all my fears,
All my dreams and secrets,
You would listen until i broke down in tears,
I had all my trust in you,

I loved you all so much,
I wished you could see,
But nothing matters anymore,
You never cared,
And you had to break me.





~seanwentz~

Unbearable Times !!!

The Past Only Remains In Our Memories but The Future Always Remains Unspoken

by seanie.

Just something that came up in my mind. :)

~seanwentz~

The Aftermath Of A Broken Core !!!

The Aftermath Of A Broken Core ~ seanie/Kaii.


As the autumn leaves fall,
The rainbows turning dull.
A memory left shattered,
In an evening of tears splattered.

As the rain falls,
A broken heart is forced to heal,
But broken hearts are never healed,
As it haunts us for a life time.

The striking midnight crashes,
A shooting star turns to dust.
Your permanent stain aching on my skin,
Like a bittersweet taste on my tongue.

Healing from the hatred from lies,
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was full of pain
We needed this to release the stain.

Dawn breaks before my eyes,
And your gone with your lies.
Blinking a quarter of a second,
Im missing you more than a thousand.

For this I do not regret,
All the time you and i had spent,
Will never be forgotten,
Because it had scarred my heart.

Grey days turning slurry,
An absence remaining empty.
Your scent killing me silently,
Never letting go of the memory.

Memories of the past,
Helps us in the future,
From making mistakes,
That we'll regret forever



~seanwentz~

The Lies Behind Those Eyes !!!

The Lies Behind Those Eyes ~ by seanie.

I love you all so much,
But as the days went by,
I loved you more and more,
Then you came to tell me,
Your love for me has faded away.

After all those memories and time,
We've spent all together,
You took all my love and trust,
And drowned them,
In the gossiping groups you’ve formed.

I am unsure if I could ever,
Trust all the words that came out of your mouths’,
They are all lies now,
Kept behind those eyes,
Fooling fools into the death trap,
You create in the spindle of lies.

With every breath inhaled and exhaled,
A sense of pain and emptiness is felt,
I may not be hurt physically,
But emotionally, by the persons I trusted the most,
I've come to realise that,
Love has fooled me once again.


Thank you flo. for helping me with this...

~seanwentz~

Offline !!!

This blog wont be updated for a couple of weeks. Some of you may know the reason to it. Im sorry.

In Your Absence !!!

In Your Absence - by seanie.

When we first met in June,
You said you loved me and I loved you,
And everyday feelings grew....
between both of us.

And at times when you were scared,
And all so sad,
You said my love for you,
Made you all so glad,
Sometimes love was all we had,
Between the two of us.

As the months passed on,
The love I was missing,
Was soon replaced by the time we spent,
And we made the most of it.

When you don't cross my mind,
My love for you,
Only grows stronger with the passing time,
Oh-how I miss you all so much,
With every tear I shed,
In your absence.




This poem just represents that long distance relationships may work . I have been away from my other half for quite some time now and although it hurts but it just makes my love for her stronger with each passing day. I hope you all like it.

~seanwentz~

Fragile Organ !!!

"A heart is like a fragile glass. Once broken, putting it back together is the hardest part"
by seanie.

This quote just shows that the heart is the most fragile organ in the body. Although it could be broken but it will continue working. Its the only organ that works after its broken. So take love seriously and dont take it as a game because you dont get love, you earn them.

~seanwentz~

Famous Quote !

"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it."
by George Santanaya.

This is one of the many famous quote that i love. It is written in all of our history text books from form 1 to form 5. To me, it is not just meant for history but through out our daily lives. If you forget what you did in the past, like something really horrible you are bound to do it again. So this quote really inspires me a lot. I hope it does to you too.

~seanwentz~

Staring Fate In The Eyes !!!

Staring Fate In The Eyes ~ by seanie.

With wind-blown hair she walks down the pavement with him by her side,
He stares into her eyes and he wonders How in the world did this dream come true?,
She's falling asleep as he looks ahead, He whispers into her ear gently,
"I'll hold you and guide you through the darkness",
She smiles and leans on him as they continue walking.

A chilly breeze passes by, and he feels her shivering,
He holds her and gives her, his warmth under the street light,
As they stare into each others eyes again, their lips meet spontaneously,
They knew there was no turning back after that kiss.

As they both gaze upon the night sky filled with stars above,
They knew what the future holds for them,
They will be together in-love,
No matter what the boundaries.


This is like a poem like story :). I hope you all will like it. Thank you flo. for helping me with the title ! I will update soon. Take care all !

~seanwentz~

Everlasting Kiss !!!

Everlasting Kiss - by seanie.

As we walk along the road,
Running away from the crowd,
We stumble along a dark alley,
Partially in darkness,

I stare into her brown eyes,
Thinking of what to do next,
We hug and express our love in words,
I stare into her eyes again,
And rub her nose against mine,

My heart beats like it never has before,
I lean closer towards her,
And when our eyes close, our lips meet,
We both feel all of our emotions at once,

A feeling that words can't described,
As we pull away, She looks into my eyes,
And I stare into hers,
We smile, realizing that it was our first kiss,
And it wasn't going to be our last.


This poem symbolizes true emotion and love, when two lovers kiss. I really hope you all like it.

~seanwentz~

My Angel !!!

My Angel - by seanie.

For you my sweet beautiful angel,
I sacrifice my life for you,
I would do anything for you,
Just to let you know how much i love you,

My love for you is eternal and ever lasting,
I wrote this poem from my heart,
Pouring out my love for you,
to let you know youre my one and only,

Please stay with me forever,
Take my hand and lets be together,
Lets fly up to the heavens above,
And show everyone we are in love .


I wrote this poem for a special someone. You know who you are :). I love you.


I will be taking pictures again with the school's DSLR for the prefects installation. Super fun. Take care all. Will update soon.

~seanwentz~

The Thought of You is Always in my Mind !!!

Hey everyone, sorry for the lack of updates . Been pretty busy this week, i have finally been installed as Editor of the Board 09/10. The installation went well, and as smooth as it could be. It was great. Here are a few pictures, since my blog is lacking of pictures.

Waiting to go up on stage.

Group photo with the BOD.

Me with the form 2's

Me and Yaz, gosh i miss her so much.

Yaz,me and phoebe after bonding time.

Well, let's continue last week the Editorial Board had an AGM meeting. So i stayed back for it and went to U6S2 right after school with Joshua. They were going to announce the new Board of Directors. As they started with the Chief Editor, it was a form 6 girl. After that, it was time for the Assistant Chief Editor, and they called out Joshua. Joshua was so shocked that he was wondering who was it. It was so unexpected for him. I'm proud of him. As they moved on and on, it finally came to Photography. I was waiting anxiously for my name to be called out because i have been taking pictures for quite a while now and i do have the experience as told during the Interview.

Then, they announced it and the new Head of Photography was a form 6 guy. I was a little dissapointed but i understand that they prioritise for the form 6's. I also then found out from a friend that he was a newbie. Well, i just have to live with it. One day, i'll have my very own DSLR then i could take pictures anytime i want.

Well moving on, there will be MTV World Stage this saturday but there is school in the morning and the timetable would be following monday's timetable. I mean how awesome and hardcore is that ? On monday's school ends at 2.30pm . Gosh school ending at 2.30pm on a saturday is dreadful. I might also be going for World Stage. I wont be able to rest at all for the whole week because i have futsal on sunday afternoon and RCIA classes at night. I just hope i would be able to take pictures during Kawat Kaki Competition during that day. I would be able to skip classes plus it might cheer me up, i hope so.

That's about it for now, take care. I'll update soon enough.

~seanwentz~

Love Is Like The Rain That Comes And Goes.!!!

Love Is Like The Rain That Comes And Goes - by seanie

You’re the one I loved,
You’re the one I need,
You were once so special to me,
Even you should know you’re the rest of me.

I'm lying on my bed drowned with the thoughts of you,
I dont know what else i can do,
I'm thinking of time we first met,
I saw your face, I will never forget.

All the precious moments we had,
Never to be replaced by anyone else,
Youre the only one i want to see,
You take the breath out of me,

Now youre gone and away,
All i wanted to say is,
My heart is forever with you,
And no one could replace you .


I hope you enjoy the poem .

~seanwentz~

A Moment to Cherish Forever !!!

As they walk into the modern day forest,
She looks around, with him holding her hand,
Never wanting to let go or her hand,
He grabs her other hand,
And stares into her eyes.

She says "This is a romantic place",
Just something he was about to say to her,
As he continues to stare into her eyes,
He suddenly hugs her, and says "iloveyou",
She replies with her beautiful voice, " iloveyoutoo".

He stares into her eyes again,
She felt shy because of him staring so closely,
He wonders, is this the moment to kiss ?,
With the romantic surroundings,
He wasn't sure if she had the right thing in mind.

After a moment, she gives him a peck on the cheek,
His heart beats like it has never beaten before,
All the problems that he wanted to tell her,
Just fades away, and the only thing that is important to him now is her.

He suddenly asks of her to dance with him,
She replies with shyness "I don't know how to dance",
He replies " I know you can, just try",
They danced, and he says "See, i knew you could do it"
She just smiled a smile that reached her eyes,

It was time to go, and they walked out of the forest,
Happier than ever more in love.



I hope you all like the story :). Story like poem . Don't ask me if its true. That's for me to know and for you to find out . Enjoy

~seanwentz~

Birthday Wishes !!!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to my brother,FELICIA LOH and to all the girls that might not know chace crawford .
Happy birthday to you !

I hope ya'll will have an awesome birthday . Getting old eh ? :P . Sadly, im the youngest . Well take care :) . Invite me to your party's tau . Eh early birthday la . Official birthday is tomorrow 18th July

~seanwentz~

Love is the Key to Happiness !!!

Love is the key to happiness ~ by seanie.

When we first fell in love,
I thought that nothing could compare,
To the special connection,
That you and I came to share,

But as time passed,feelings deepen,
And our closeness grew,
The connection turned into
A real and lasting love with you,

I always know I can depend on you,
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding,
That you give to me,

You care for me in every way,
I want and need so much,
I felt your warmth on my heart,
With every word and touch,

There is a certain kind of happiness,
That only love may bring to us,
I found that happiness with you,
I love you.


This is for you =) . i love you . I hope you all like this poem :) . Came up with it in a rush . Till next time.

~seanwentz~

Standing On A World Class Podium !!!

Standing On A World Class Podium ~by seanie & rianne.

In this chaotic world ,
Live people with no feelings,
Upon other people
Blinded by the truth,

They talk, we talk,
Adding our little details
Spinning an entirely different story
Turning the story,
From small to big,

Out of lies that are told,
Its a sign that shows,
In each and everyone of us,
There is a little piece of evil,
That strives us to do these things,

So added to the lie,
It grows and grows,
Tell me, is it really what we are?
Is it what mankind do?
Spin stories that aren't true,
Is this what
You and I were born to do?

So from what we know,
And what they know,
Where's the light that blinds us from the truth?
Where is the naked truth?
That -
That is the meaning between the lines.

This light that blinds us ,
Is there really a light ?.
Is there really the truth ?

But honestly,
Do we want the truth?
Because when the truth is out,
It marks the point of no return.



Standing on a world class podium. You know how you have attention when you're standing on a podium and you hear what others have to say and what exactly they do. It's like you have power to listen and see and respond as you please. This is how it links to the gossip. You hear people talk and you listen well and hard, and then you decide whether to spread it even more or ignore it entirely.
So what do you do when you have the power to choose the path you take?

I hope you all like the poem :) .


~seanwentz~

Farewell!!!

Farewell~by seanie

I wish you farewell,
To new and better things,
No matter how hard it is,
Never give up,
Ill see you again,
Whether you come visit or its in my memories,
Never forget im always here for you,
I'll miss you always,
Farewell.

I wrote this poem last time for a friend of mine who told me that she was leaving my school but in didnt happen . Now she is serious about it . So i would like to dedicate this poem again to her . Another thing is, i have finally achieved my goal of reaching 10000 views . Also there is open day on friday , im soo gonna get it from my parents . Running out of time now , have to go and do my homework . Take care all . I will be posting up a new poem soon enough .

~seanwentz~

When Hearts Beat Together Like One !!

When Hearts Beat Together Like One ~by seanie

With each new day that begins,
My heart sings with joy,
To the feel of your love,
And the beat to your heart,

At night I sleep,
With you in my heart,
It beats for only you,
And each beat matched by yours,

Our hearts are linked,
By the bonds we share,
Each thought we have,
We also care,

To you my love,
I give my all,
My heart,
And my soul,

You are the biggest part of me,
And that i cannot deny,
Without you,
I live in sorrow,

For everything you are,
For everything you can be,
This i am grateful for,
Till the day i die.





This is for you =) . You know who you are . Anyways been getting a whole lot of inspirations lately. Also please do come for my schools Carnival . Starts from 9am-3pm . Hope to see you all there.


~seanwentz~

My One,My all, My Everything. !!!

My One,My all, My Everything. ~by seanie.

You brought me inspiration,
Having you in my life,
I loose sleep at night,
With the thought of you,
Stuck in my mind,

Loving you gives me reason,
To live in this life of mine,
Those times of misery i had,
You came and I stood up,

Never will i forget,
That special way you cheered me up,
Everytime i'm sad,
and for that im glad,

Whenever im lonely,
You were there with me,
Keeping my heart pounding,
Like it never did before,

All im trying to say is,
No one could replace,
All the times we've had,
Youre my one and only,
True love .



This poem is dedicated to a special someone of mine :) . I hope you like it . You brought me this inspiration . Will update soon. Take care.

~seanwentz~

Falling In and Out of Love !!!

Falling in and out of love. ~ by seanie


I feel like i've known you forever,
Although we just met a few months ago,
But our friendship remain,
No matter what shall cross our paths

The best thing that's happen to me,
Is finding a friend like you,
Youre there to hear,help and talk,
And the best of all, i know i can trust you.

Friendship and love are always intertwined,
Too close, that it causes confusion sometimes,
But if we dont try, we will never know,
But I dont know if you feel the same,

I dont know if this is going to work,
But i have all these feelings,
Trapped in my heart,
Waiting to be let loose,

I'm afraid of the consequences,
Afraid of loosing this relationship,
Because you mean the world to me .


I wrote this poem for my friend who i just met :). I hope you like it !!!Will update soon on maybe a new poem or maybe just a story. Anyways just wanted to say RIP Michael Jackson. Its a really huge lost . I guess he's in Rockstar Heaven now with Elvis :) . Take care.

~seanwentz~

Your words, are lies .

Your words, are lies . ~by seanie.

Funny when things never change,
Even when you say it will,
But while youre off with him,
My life is in a stand still,

You tell me you love me,
When i have to leave,
You tell me im your one and only,
And i let myself believe,

I sense that youre using me,
But you'll never let me go,
I know your love for me is fake,
I know im just for show,

I dont know if i can stand it,
Watching you with another guy,
You know that you broke my heart,
You know you mean the world to me,

But when youre standing by my side,
I'll believe all your lies,
Cause everything seems so perfect,
When youre here by my side .


Finally had an inspiration come to me . This inspiration came from my friend who is currently having a complicated relationship . I hope you all like it . Sorry for it being emo . Next new poem , will be posted when i have my next inspiration . Take care.

~seanwentz~

Sudden Boast of Motivation !!!

Well, as said at my post topic title , i have a sudden boast of motivation . My life has been soooo boring lately . I just want to take on a tough challenge . I want to take mid term all over again . Well, i just hope that Assunta's IU and Carnival will be fun as they say it will be . One more thing , a poem will be posted soon :) . Take care .

~seanwentz~

Day out !!!

Hey everyone , my apologies for the lack of updates . Didnt really have the mood to blog these holidays . Well i went out with my bestie two days ago and now im going to blog about it :).

We both met up at OU at around 12.00pm-12.30pm . It was really great finally getting to see her after sooo long . Everyone seems to be soo busy this year plus i had a lot of work with interact and school work . This holiday im totally free with no homework , because exam ended on the last week before holidays , which is totally awesome . Well , continue-ing we went to GSC to buy some tickets . We wanted to see '17 again' but it was selling out fast and we didnt want bad seats . So after a few minutes while waiting in line to get to the counter , we made a decision to watch 'Drag Me To Hell'. Its an 18PL movie by the way . So when we reached the counter , and we asked for that movie . The guy at the counter said' there are no refunds if you are caught entering an 18PL movie'. I mean who doesnt know that ? . We said we were buying it for our parents .

After getting the tickets , we walked around chatting , i decided to go get the rings that i've been wanting to buy for quite some time now . We went to the shop that my bestie sugested "Topaz" which is located directly opposite of F.O.S incase you want to buy any accessories from there . So we reached there , and i started looking for the perfect rings for both of us . Incase i didnt mention we were going to buy friendship rings . After looking for quite some time a girl walked in , wanting to pierce her nose . They do piercings too . It was such a fast process , in a blink of an eye and it was done . My bestie was trying to get me to get a piercing but obviously my parents wouldnt allow it . So after looking i found the perfect rings for both of us . The rings are shown below.


After getting the rings , we went to GSC again because the movie was about to start . I was feeling quite nervous while passing through the people who checks your age and tears the paper off the ticket . Well my bestie was really brave and just handed them the tickets . We both just walked in freely . I was surprised the guy didnt check the tickets . I had a feeling of accomplishment , if was a feeling like you just broke the rules . Well , we went into the cinema and found our seats . Then the movie started . Its a really good movie . I love horror movies soo yeah you may understand . As for those of you who are afraid of horror movies , I suggest its better if you do not watch it .

After the movie ended , we went walking around somemore . We didnt know where to go actually *laughs*. After walking from floor to floor and from new wing to old wing . My bestie decided to go to StarBucks. Went there , ordered the drinks we wanted . Then my bestie found out she didnt have any money left . So being the gentlemen that i am , i paid for her drink . Its my treat bestie =) . Dont have to repay me . Anyways after chatting and chatting there . My besties sister called her , asking her to get some tickets from the cinema. As already said above , she had no money left . So i had to borrow her RM 30 . Its a good thing i brought RM 100 on that day . Well, while waiting again in line to buy the tickets . My mum called me , soo i had to go leaving my bestie there all alone . I really didnt want to leave her there .

Well, my outing ended there and now im lazy =P . Ill stop here , i promise ill post a new poem on the next update .


~seanwentz~

Stuck in this daydream !!!

Stuck in this daydream-by seanie & rianne.

At the spur of the moment,
A thought enters my head,
Penetrating at every angle possible,
Pulling strings of the things that are related,

Lightning, thunder, black and brown,
Shades of white, black and yellow,
That little piece of topaz charm,
Sinks deeper and deeper into my mind,

There you are in the depths of my mind,
Staring straight into my eyes,
Random as it seems,
You're the most random thing in my mind,
And it's also you,
Who conquers the best part of my mind,

You made my frown,
Turn into a smile,
After a tough day of the world,
Like the sun shines ,
After a cloudy and dark day,
I am now stuck in this daydream,
With the thought of you in my mind.




Just finished this poem , and it was made by my friend Rianne about a month ago before exams started . Well she didnt finish it , so i helped her finish it . Hope you all like it .


~seanwentz~

For Those Who Love To Save !!!

Please contribute to this .....all you need to do is register and rm5 will be donated to the respective charity of your choice .

~seanwentz~

Scarred Forever From Love !!!

Scarred Forever From Love ~ by seanie.


I have been alone,
Trying to erase you from my life,
But after all this time,
I cant help it but miss you,

Youre the reason for my sleepless nights,
Cause the thought of you stays in my mind,
I cant hold myself from crying,
Cause i miss you so much ,

All the pain and sadness in my heart,
The memories all fresh and preserved in my mind,
I cant hide the fact,
That i'm still in love with you,

I will never experience this happiness again,
Now that you're gone,
As im stuck in this loneliness,
Until the day a girl like you ,
Walks into my life again.




Finally had inspiration again from reading the book ........will be writing more if i do get more inspirations . Enjoy =) .

~seanwentz~

FREEDOM!!!

I have finally reached freedom, after 1 and a half week of exams . My last paper was add maths and it wasnt that bad =) . Well, i dont have any plans on the holidays ...so yeah , who wants to go out just let me know the date,place and time . Also i havent been productive lately on producing any poems . I am losing my skills in writing one . I just started reading this book titled " Romeo and Juliet". To try to amplify my inspirations .

I am also going to change my link very soon , its about time i changed it anyway . As soon as i find a suitable link . I am also going to be busy with the computer , because i was asked a few days ago to design the interact page for the school magazine and compose a newsletter . All of this has to be handed up at the end of july . That is my first task in becoming Editor . Well i'd like to continue to read my book now =) . Will write a poem pretty soon after im done with the book .

~seanwentz~

4 More To Go !!!

Mid term has been going well so far . My toughest paper so far is BM . I still have 4 more papers to go which is the 3 science subjects and add maths . I might be taking the schools accounts paper too . I hope its not too tough . Well i cant wait for it to be over soon . Will update soon after that , i have to go study Biology now . This was just a short update to show that my blog is not dead.

One more thing , Im not happy that Adam didnt win . He lost just because people only look at sexuality and not at talent . He deserves it anyway .

~seanwentz~

Goal Achieved !!!

I have finally achieved my goal today of becoming the Editor of ICSAS . All my hard work has paid off and now i can fully concentrate on my mid terms . It was a seriously nervous moment for me today . After we voted and handed in the voting ballets, Karis called upon Jiunn jie and Iis to entertain us . Chong and Choo hong also went up to try and entertain us . It took almost 40mins for them to discuss and count the votes . When they came in after counting and discussing everything . They offered us cake for all the support and cooperation that we have given them . We're all really going to miss you 08/09 BOD.

Half way eating, Karis was just anxious to reveal the results . She said ' want to know who got the Editor post first ?' . I seriously got soo nervous and i just couldnt swallow the cake . I almost cough when she revealed my name . I was truly in joy and happiness . Even words cant explain it . The Future Bod of 09/10 is now under probation and will be reviewed by our teacher advisor Pn Manjeet. There could be changes to the BOD and so the confirmed results will be tomorrow. Anyways its time for me to study . The names of the new BOD members is at the Interact Blog under my links . Take care all.

~seanwentz~

Examinations!!!

Hey all, Sorry that i havent been updating . As you all know mid terms exams are here . Im sure you all are going through it too. Well , i wont be updating my blog for about 2 weeks . Ill update if i cant control myself from using the computer . Anyways , There will be a General meeting on Thursday for Interact . Its also the day of voting and getting to know your brand new BOD of 09/10. I hope everything goes well . =) . Take care.

~seanwentz~

Sudden feeling for Hatred !!!

Sudden feeling for Hatred - by seanie.

This hate in my soul,
Is it the cause of jealousy ?
Or true hatred ?
It is taking over my soul,

I want to release this hatred,
That is overpowering ,
And corrupting my heart,
The want to cause destruction,
To release all the pain and anger.

My emotions are trampling over my wisdom,
The only way for me to release this hatred,
Is to step backwards and pause,
For revenge is like a curse,
That stops the soul from being,
Holy and from freedom.





I made this poem out of the cause of sudden feeling of hatred in me . I have always stopped hatred from being in me and letting it go but for this hatred that i have in me today , its different . I have never been this way before . Anyways , Im feeling better now after writing this poem . I hope you like it and i also hope that it will help you if you have hatred in you .


~seanwentz~

My Friend!!!

This post will be dedicated to my friend who is now probably sitting at home watching tv ,missing school and trying to get through the pain . That friend of mine is Joshua . He's the type of guy that is hard to find . You can never find a guy like him who is always forgiving even if something really terrible happens . He's kind hearted, sweet and a true gentlemen . He doesnt deserve to be hurt like that . I have known him since form 1 until now . I am truly lucky to have met him because you can really count on him and he will never never fail you . Last year , I sat beside him for the whole year , He was really helpful to me when it came to maths. He makes no hessitation to teach me the questions that i dont understand . He has also been the Ketua class for 4 years . Can you beleive that ? . If you ever meet him or get to know him , you'll know what kind of person he is and you will never forget him . I certainly will not forget about him .

Well , im doing this post about him because something tragic recently happened to him . He broke his arm . The bicep area . He wanted to jump over this about 1.2M high fence but fail to . His legs were caught at one side of the fence and the other half of his body was caught at the other side of the fence causing him to fall and exerted too much force on his bone such that the bone broke . He was admitted at the hospital for 2 days and the bill cost RM2000 just for 2 nights . The doctor also said that he was hurt too badly so he has to go for surgery to place the metal plate to hold his bone together instead of just wrapping his hand up and letting it heal by itself. The cost will be around RM 5000+. Its a good thing he has insurance so he wont have to pay soo much .

I visited him just now after school with Edmund,Iis,Karlil. Edmund was so sweet to make him a card that everyone signed on . He seems really happy . We were making jokes about him wanting to be Superman and wanting to take the short cut . We were saying didnt you learn anything from the Bm peribahasa's . The one that says "Biarkan lambat,Asalkan selamat". After that, he explain about how his elbow was at his biceps . That was how bad it was . He even showed us the X-ray pictures. His bones were badly broken . Thank Goodness he broke his right hand instead of his left . He's a left hander =) . We just sat there not wanting to leave him but we had Beau day at school .

Anyways , to everyone out there who knows him . He's doing fine okay =) and he says thank you for the signatures . Also , If Josh youre reading this , as said on top this post is dedicated to you . Get well soon okay =) .

Here is one picture that i have with him :-


~seanwentz~

Sleepless Nights !!!

Well, yesterday i went for SMKBB's IU . It was super funny especially the sketch . It was super long and funny . Also the room was super hot .......the windows werent even open . In the end the iu day was great . Maybe i ended up sick now because it was too hot there and i laugh my ass off too much there *laughs*. Moving on to my signature drive . I have reached Quek ....and his task is tough man and i mean tough . I hope i can get his and finish the signature drive soon because interview is this coming thursday . Deadline for proposals and signature drive is on the same day too . I really hope i get to impress the BOD .

Another thing is , accounts today was fine .....except that i came at 4.00pm when the class was suppose to be at 4.30pm . Maybe the sickness cause my mind to go crazy . Accounts is getting harder and harder but im coping well with it . Mid term examinations are in 2 weeks . I have started studying for the subject that i think i can really score and for the subjects which i love. I really hope i could score for this term because there will be report card day . Its a scary thought you know ..having your parents see you results , unless you have bad results la .

Oh well, looks like i have to go to sleep now ......must recover fast before my interview . Will update soon.

~seanwentz~

Happy Earth Day !!!!

Happy Earth day to everyone =) .The picture on top is the Earth day symbol . Earth day was designed to inspire awareness and appreciation for the Earths's environment. It was founded by U.S. Senator Gaylord Nelson as an environmental teach-in in 1970 and is celebrated in many countries every year.

Again happy earth to everyone this was just a short post =) .

~seanwentz~

The Workaholic !!!!

Hey all, sorry that i have not been updating my blog lately been really busy again with homeworks and assignments . Also some of you may know that i have made my decision about running as the Editor of the ICSAS BoD . I really hope i get it , been trying hard to get signatures for the signature drive thing . Moreover, there will be an interview this coming thursday . Im soo afraid .....that i wont get it . Well , this is just a short post about why i have not been updating my blog and more poems will be posted soon once i make more poems with my friend rianne .

Take care all. Will updated soon enough.

~seanwentz~